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Sunday, May 21, 2006

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Hello World :) I'm writing to announce my new joy, and my beginning of the next level in my life.....Bear with me, bear with me.......

Sometimes you don't even realize you're being weighed down; until the negative spirits behind the issues show their ugly face. This past week I really experienced some craziness, because the enemy was just putting all types of thoughts in my head. I've never struggled like I did to keep my mind at PEACE. I tried writing some music....... calling my friends (of course they were occupied! lol ) and just walking to keep me busy. However, negative thoughts just continued to cloud my thinking.

Ya'll, it was crazy. The enemy will attack your mind, because he knows what you think dictates your actions..... Lemme tell ya, spiritual warfare is REAL, and you need to be armed correctly if you expect to be victorious! Philippians 6:11-19 speaks about this, check it out in your leisure.

So after praying.....and praying......and praying, I go to church on Sunday and get waaaay more than I bargained for. I didn't want to go up for prayer, but I got tired of arguing with God's voice..... " I was like, FINE! (lol)" Man, that preacher read me like a book! Things were confirmed, I was released from feeling heavy, and set free from the doubt and low self-esteem that I thought didn't even dwell in me. You have to kill things at the ROOT, you can't cover them up and act like they don't exist!

Well, before this turns into a "sermon" ( c'mon church! offering!), if you see me smiling a lil extra than before, just know it's a testament of God's promise to me. He told me to get up from the altar with a NEW smile (shown above!), because I don't have to go back anymore. ( Yes ya'll, I was on the floor behind the veil, ok? lol)

God's word will NEVER return void. If He gave you a dream, a vision, a promise.....TRUST Him to do what He said. What He birthed in you is not for everyone to understand, because then you wouldn't need to trust HIM. What good is it to proclaim belief in God, if you put your trust in man???? His thoughts are not man's thoughts! Isaiah 55:8-13.

Sooooooo here's a lil warning: God has released me to go forth in His anointing in some areas...... eye has not seen, ear has not heard...... you can either roll with me or wave at me when I'm passing by. Walk in your authority so you can be blessed! Holla!